“When I was on, I was on stage and I was thinking of…I felt like I know, I know him though and I know his heart and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself, and then it just be completely s h a t t e r e d by one thing, by something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault. I was in p a i n .”